THE SAD AND GLOOMY THREAD...
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Morfilmar_Desh
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Morfilmar_Desh
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Morfilmar_Desh
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Every time you post stupid things or spam, God kills a kitten...
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Morfilmar_Desh
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Narsia Ny'Dhun
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I was forced into saying goodbye to my sister, who was my best friend because her lover apparently doesn't like me and has the unfortunate power to cut a person out of her life without question if she thinks there's a good reason. (note: without question).
I was given the choice, not an option, but the choice of letting her go of my own free will and fading away with 'dignity and grace' or being cut off like a tumor. I opted to say goodbye, at least then I had the chance to part on good terms.
I feel very lucid, and felt he same at the time, but I just know it's going to hit me at the absolute worst time.
Christmas...happiest time of the year my ass. Shit like this always happens at this time. I'll never forgive that elg'caress for giving me this to remember every Christmas for the rest of my life.
I was given the choice, not an option, but the choice of letting her go of my own free will and fading away with 'dignity and grace' or being cut off like a tumor. I opted to say goodbye, at least then I had the chance to part on good terms.
I feel very lucid, and felt he same at the time, but I just know it's going to hit me at the absolute worst time.
Christmas...happiest time of the year my ass. Shit like this always happens at this time. I'll never forgive that elg'caress for giving me this to remember every Christmas for the rest of my life.
Harl l'drathir udos alure, Eilistraee lu'Anixiel ulu kyorl udossa zuch
There is a tradition about baptising here in Poland. The family comes together and stuff... everyone is happy bla bla bla.
My sister has a kid and she baptised her today. I was not even invited, not to mention beeing the god father of the child. Shit. She didn't even care to mention she's doing something like that. I hate my family. They're not worth my any of my attention. They're a bunch of fools and idiots. I despise them. Though I should not. But seriously, why shouldn't I? They make nothing of my existence, I don't live with my parents, so why should I care? The truth is I don't. But it somehow feels wrong. There are two possibilities. The supposition is that I should be consistant with myself. And I want to remaing that way, not to lie to myself. I hate them. Why should I forgive them? <sigh> I'm confused.
My sister has a kid and she baptised her today. I was not even invited, not to mention beeing the god father of the child. Shit. She didn't even care to mention she's doing something like that. I hate my family. They're not worth my any of my attention. They're a bunch of fools and idiots. I despise them. Though I should not. But seriously, why shouldn't I? They make nothing of my existence, I don't live with my parents, so why should I care? The truth is I don't. But it somehow feels wrong. There are two possibilities. The supposition is that I should be consistant with myself. And I want to remaing that way, not to lie to myself. I hate them. Why should I forgive them? <sigh> I'm confused.
The shit hit the fan...
My mom has cauncer. She's dying. I can no longer afford my studies. I have to quit, re-write my post-high school finals and re-aply. It'll be the third time in my life that I'll be a freshman. I'll have to move. Again. And start my own business to avoid some taxes and get some financial help from the EU (up to 13000 euros are for grabs to someone like myself...) I suppose this can get me really somewhere, but hell, for what cost? And what was the reason? The life of my mother? The hatred of my sister? The complete re-evaluation of my life? Choosing new priorities? Considering 5 years of my life trash?
My mom has cauncer. She's dying. I can no longer afford my studies. I have to quit, re-write my post-high school finals and re-aply. It'll be the third time in my life that I'll be a freshman. I'll have to move. Again. And start my own business to avoid some taxes and get some financial help from the EU (up to 13000 euros are for grabs to someone like myself...) I suppose this can get me really somewhere, but hell, for what cost? And what was the reason? The life of my mother? The hatred of my sister? The complete re-evaluation of my life? Choosing new priorities? Considering 5 years of my life trash?
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Drathir murrpau
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[color=indigo:37pitegl]Do other colleges not accept course credits from other colleges where you live? I've moved a lot, and some of my courses didn't transfer, but most did.
I feel for you. My mother died last year unexpectedly & my father is fighting cancer. My grandmother died year before last of cancer. It is a pervasive and ugly disease.
Good luck with everything.[/color:37pitegl]
I feel for you. My mother died last year unexpectedly & my father is fighting cancer. My grandmother died year before last of cancer. It is a pervasive and ugly disease.
Good luck with everything.[/color:37pitegl]