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Hello, everyone.

I wish to apologize for my previous behavior. Even before my beloved sister passed away, I was living a rather unstable lifestyle. After she left, the thin threads I was walking upon broke, and I spent weeks not caring if I lived or died. On the one hand, my lover truly loves me, and I have to be grateful for that. On the other, my sister (half of a wonderful set of twins) was an amazing, beautiful individual who helped me deal with every challenge I've ever faced (she was 6.5 years older than I am).

I did not deal with her death well. After she died, I basically drowned myself in alcohol for as long as I could, for no other reason than to, simply, "not have to think."

That caused me to make a giant idiot of myself on this website more than once.

I do apologize for causing a stir. I do hope that if I offended anyone, you can forgive me.

Thank you, and once again, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. If I did offend you, or if there is something you wish to speak to me about, please message me.

Thank you,
The Lost Ghaunadan

Welcome back, healing does take time. Take care of you first, may Blessings be on you.

Welcome back.

I'm glad that you managed to overcome -in part, at least- your pain. I know what you're talking about, it's crushing and very hard to ''recover'' from.

And -IMO, at least- you don't have to apologize for anything, it was entertaining to ''talk'' to you, and so were your poems .