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And now at long last gravity is broken

They asked that ...

Screw it.

My sister died.

I am still stuck in that.

How do I learn to fly.

How do I learn anything?

How? Anything? How?

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

...No more stupid bullshit, stupid poetry . enough to learn you're 30 now, without a single individual life-age-without-dreams-ofcadderly...let it all die. Jus t osme stupid quasit.

or dretch?
or CHAIN-GOLEM?????

or devil.

whatever.

The last steps of suicide are so strong...and built of crystal. or is it crystal? or lohan's inherent dignity, which she sheds from her pores?

hahano, no, i feel bed bro you.

i feel bad for you.

please setop.

please stop.

My sister is dead.
No more joking.
Okay, fine, who th ehell cares about a Ghaunadan. Fine. True.
...I honestly think I should go now.

Hannah is gone.

I never realized.

...Wow. ...I am so stupid.

I would kick God in both balls if it meant he didn't allow children to be raped every moment of every day.

...No.
Nevermind.

No one fucking cares.

And noe one can engage in real debate.

...Please?

Irennan?

Is this all some strangee desath-trap?

Poor.
Thing.
Lost.

Always.

., no, I wssa told to make to love to certain pictures

No.

This will not happen.

I leavrned certain pictures.

I once wastched sometheone


...So what do I do?
Do you want a Ghaunadaun_Lost bleeding all over a stage after a certain amounto f salt is poured....no...

actually...i don't want that....

Love...
BQ's BF (Amirite?)
(If it gets 2 scary, i would think an intelligent plastic toy would have its upsides! ...No?! Dangit. Keep in mind, Nosgoth is regrowing its importance!"

No.

Just ignore this.

You're right.

A stupid guess. "Business is everything."

But no, it all needs to end now.

I've been asked to let things drop after Heavy Rain.

I don't even know what to do with that, now that it's over.


I'm sorry that this is what it came down to.

I love you.

If you need to find me, text me via Irennan. Outside of that, just let me die.

Stupid Ghaunadan.

Beautiful Drow women.

Is it possible, in a perfect world, we can press our minds together (...or bodies...hell, either way)?

But I do feel prejudiced against.

Love,
Derek

So this is what we do when life falls apart.

I'm trying to come up wiht reasons why we shouldn't commit suicide.

If any god is all-powerful. They have a lot of explaining to do.



How may children did an all-powerful god allow to be raped today?

Goodbile

I'm sorry. The fact that a member of my family just died is no one's fault.

I'm sorry.

I'll let this die. Please forgive and forget me.

I will not bother you again.

Love,
Derek

The loss of family clearly can be hard, I lost a niece at about 6 months of age.
I offer condolences on your family loss and hope time helps you heal.