THE SAD AND GLOOMY THREAD...
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At times silence is a blessing, at at some times...it's a horrible wilting curse. This occurs when we loose those dear to us, when we no longer hear their voices now muffled by the depth of the eternal abyss, when we no longer see their loving face, now covered in eternal darkness.
Now more then ever I wish to see the old womans face, and now more then ever do I wish to hear her voice... just for one last time.
Dear Grandmother, may your God forever watch over your soul, and may the ever merciful Angels guide your soul to where it belong - the Gates of Heaven.
Stand tall and proud as you always have, for in our hearts you shall never be in darkness, but in shinning radiance, and there shall you forever dwell.
Live on.
Now more then ever I wish to see the old womans face, and now more then ever do I wish to hear her voice... just for one last time.
Dear Grandmother, may your God forever watch over your soul, and may the ever merciful Angels guide your soul to where it belong - the Gates of Heaven.
Stand tall and proud as you always have, for in our hearts you shall never be in darkness, but in shinning radiance, and there shall you forever dwell.
Live on.
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you might recall a few pages back me talking about the love of my life and how she doesn't love me back. I just thought I'd update the story...
On November 21st, we went on our first date and began a wonderful relationship. The bliss continued until graduation when not 15 minutes after we walked across the stage, she brought an end to something beautiful. Now I walk in shadows...lost without her love...every moment without her is like a funeral dirge...and life just doesn't seem worth living...
On November 21st, we went on our first date and began a wonderful relationship. The bliss continued until graduation when not 15 minutes after we walked across the stage, she brought an end to something beautiful. Now I walk in shadows...lost without her love...every moment without her is like a funeral dirge...and life just doesn't seem worth living...
My patron deity is Freddie Mercury.
"If you wanna find out what's behind these cold eyes, you'll just have to claw your way through this disguise."-Pink Floyd
"If you wanna find out what's behind these cold eyes, you'll just have to claw your way through this disguise."-Pink Floyd
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To Rooky, for what it's worth you might take comfort in the fact that she doesn't have to suffer anymore. Death is a shitty thing to cope with and few people consider that the ones they lost are pretty much better off. Not to say they are better off dead, but even those who do not believe in an after life would be hard pressed to argue that she isn't in a better place now than when she lived. Perhaps instead of mourning her loss it would do you better to be happy for her.
Malek...dude, if she broke up with you so suddenly then to some degree she was most likely just using you. Small consolation to know that, I know, but it's better to call her a bitch and get over it then to obsess about what you may have done wrong for months on end. You'll find someone better, most people do.
Malek...dude, if she broke up with you so suddenly then to some degree she was most likely just using you. Small consolation to know that, I know, but it's better to call her a bitch and get over it then to obsess about what you may have done wrong for months on end. You'll find someone better, most people do.
Harl l'drathir udos alure, Eilistraee lu'Anixiel ulu kyorl udossa zuch
Actually, I knew she was going to break up with me after graduation since January...she planned it out that she needed to cut off all contact from her friends and boyfriend (me) so she could "start her life over" This made the relationship painful, but i loved her, so nothing mattered as long as I was with her...and I doubt she was using me...I was her first boyfriend.
She always did her best to make me feel not very attached to her...she let me fool around with other girls once or twice...even told me she liked it when I did that...she was quick to point out when I was being obstinate or ignorant...things that would piss off most guys, but I took them to heart and learned from them...
I know you're doing you're best to help me feel better, Narsia, thank you. However, it's like telling someone they'll stop throwing up...eventually
She always did her best to make me feel not very attached to her...she let me fool around with other girls once or twice...even told me she liked it when I did that...she was quick to point out when I was being obstinate or ignorant...things that would piss off most guys, but I took them to heart and learned from them...
I know you're doing you're best to help me feel better, Narsia, thank you. However, it's like telling someone they'll stop throwing up...eventually
My patron deity is Freddie Mercury.
"If you wanna find out what's behind these cold eyes, you'll just have to claw your way through this disguise."-Pink Floyd
"If you wanna find out what's behind these cold eyes, you'll just have to claw your way through this disguise."-Pink Floyd
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