Ilmra Despana was in a wretched position
Her elder sister held far more favor with the matron mother, and her plots to discredit her, so often ended in disaster.
Her own clerical magic was still relatively weak as Lloth did not seem to look upon her with Full Favor.
She had been given increasingly more wretched jobs recently, and Males, commoners, even slaves did not treat her with quite the respect she knew she was due... They sensed she may not be long for the world.
Her houses position as 37th was hardly that lofty, but Ilmra knew she had worked loyally for her house... but alas... now her loyalty to her matron mother, her house... even... even the Queen of spiders was waning.
And Lloth could sense that doubt...
but so could another...