How now brown Drow?

[Ghaunadan_Lost]

Hello, everyone.

I wish to apologize for my previous behavior. Even before my beloved sister passed away, I was living a rather unstable lifestyle. After she left, the thin threads I was walking upon broke, and I spent weeks not caring if I lived or died. On the one hand, my lover truly loves me, and I have to be grateful for that. On the other, my sister (half of a wonderful set of twins) was an amazing, beautiful individual who helped me deal with every challenge I've ever faced (she was 6.5 years older than I am).

I did not deal with her death well. After she died, I basically drowned myself in alcohol for as long as I could, for no other reason than to, simply, "not have to think."

That caused me to make a giant idiot of myself on this website more than once.

I do apologize for causing a stir. I do hope that if I offended anyone, you can forgive me.

Thank you, and once again, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. If I did offend you, or if there is something you wish to speak to me about, please message me.

Thank you,
The Lost Ghaunadan

[Bhaern Quel]

Welcome back, healing does take time. Take care of you first, may Blessings be on you.

[Irennan]

Welcome back.

I'm glad that you managed to overcome -in part, at least- your pain. I know what you're talking about, it's crushing and very hard to ''recover'' from.

And -IMO, at least- you don't have to apologize for anything, it was entertaining to ''talk'' to you, and so were your poems .